On Monday it all begins again.
I'm so disgusted at myself for wasting this holiday, this opportunity. Instead I did the exact opposite of everything I planned to do.
Nevermind. I will - I NEED - to completely throw myself into school right now. At least for the next eight weeks. It's always easiest for me to behave when I'm busiest. It'll all be okay.
At this point, I'm doubting it will make any difference, but for the next three days I'm implementing what I've come to call "Plan B/A":
- a banana for breakfast
- an apple for dinner
- repeat for infinite moneys!*
Gym routine will continue as per usual. If I get desperate I can have an extra piece of fruit, but I doubt my body will need any extra energy as it is literally overflowing with calories right now.
If nothing else, I expect this (along with Plan Charity) will snap me out of the binge rut I've been in lately. I just need to channel the version of me who existed 12 months ago. She totally knew what was what. Real sorry I let you down, Skinniesteverversionofme. :(
Of course, once school starts on Monday I will be running almost exclusively on soy lattes. Win.
* Ugh. Believe me, I know. Just, ugh.
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